Please read this through Soumia,

I’m gonna tell you something, I should have never fallen in love with you. Ever…

It fucking ruined me Soumia, let me explain this to you once and for all. I have never felt like this before, and you know it, the cliché real deal shit! What you made me feel will never go away, I just have to close my eyes and find you or play that instrument and fall again and I try to deny it profoundly, deny that I trusted you, loved you, and cherished every moment with you. Even if I sucked at expressing it to you and lost you.. I can get over the 5 stages of grief… See you again and whatever I was burrying deep inside comes back up and I can literally feel the time we spent apart cutting deep into me, and remember how much I miss you, how much I miss that perfect laughter of yours, even your silly expressions, your memes… I’m your number one fan, I admire you and I will never forget all the good things you’ve done for me… All the bad things I’ve done to you. Know that If I could take it all back I would, in a heart beat. Know that you’ve left your mark on my soul, for good.

I know you gave me too many chances, and you’ve already taken more than enough of my shit! You see, a look from you can break me into pieces, and I still remember the don’t fucking come near me ever again and this is why I haven’t spoken to you in person, adding more times, more chances, wasted… to my eternal shame.

You’re not just somebody I used to know. You were my homie and you will always be my person, I’ll smile whenever I think about you. Know that you are not just a memory. You’re always present, I can still hear your comments on my every word…

Know that I blame myself, every day for letting you go.

I’m not trying to play games, I know that I lost you for good . Forgive me, it’s all I’m asking for. Forgive me if I hurt you, if I made you feel like you don’t matter, for not giving you a reason to stay and for not having the balls to come and say those words to your face.

Forgive me love,

For us.

-

I forgive you.

renaissance-art-blog:

The outcast, 1496, Sandro Botticelli

Size: 41x47 cm

Medium: wood, tempera

artist-miro:

Batement II, 1968, Joan Miro

rabbittongue:

someone take me out to a field at dusk and release me

50shadesofsun:

“When people ask me if a god created the universe, I tell them that the question itself makes no sense. Time didn’t exist before the big bang, so there is no time for god to make the universe in. It’s like asking directions to the edge of the earth; The Earth is a sphere; it doesn’t have an edge; so looking for it is a futile exercise. We are each free to believe what we want, and it’s my view that the simplest explanation is; there is no god. No one created our universe,and no one directs our fate. This leads me to a profound realization; There is probably no heaven, and no afterlife either. We have this one life to appreciate the grand design of the universe, and for that I am extremely grateful.”

— Stephen Hawking

purplebuddhaquotes:

“Courage is resisting fear. It is mastery of fear - not an absence of fear.”

— Mark Twain

angelgone95:

Good morning everyone let’s keep it sexy and mindful

(Source: heaveninruins95)

nbga:

🔋IG @sarah.feingold

virgoassbitch:

One thing I won’t be is a woman who misses out on her life because she is busy catering to a man

babyblanketcoughsyrupcarnival:

me, talking to a dog: you’re soft. are you even aware of your mortality? of course ur not. u pure, wholesome and sentient unselfish being. do u feel that? that’s my heart. i love you. look at those ears. here take my wallet

savethebeesbby:

bdsm stands for

Bees
Do
So
Much for the environment

artdelivre:

“— Calme-toi. — Non, c’est justement ça mon problème : j’ai été calme toute ma vie !”

— N. H. Kleinbaum, Le Cercle des poètes disparus

c3po:

setheverman:

what’s the mood for february?

no mood we’re taking a break from feeling anything